We all have our little secrets. Things we don’t want anyone to know. Little thoughts or feelings that swirl in the depths of our minds. Deep, dark secrets.
They may be trivial things like not telling your mom what exactly you did when you went out or not telling your colleague that you have a bar of Cadbury’s in your drawer.
They could be repulsive secrets that you would never want anyone to know. Because if they did they would judge you. And look at you different. And think you were weird. So you would never tell anyone. Ever.
But what do you do when you need to spill it? Who do you go to when you’re about to burst? Whom do you trust enough? Who is that one person you could tell absolutely anything to and they would never judge you? Ever.
I don’t think I have ever had someone like that. I don’t think I have ever told someone everything. I guess it’s just the fear of being judged. Of being looked at weirdly. Of being exposed completely. I guess that’s why I have not given out my blog address to everyone.
Wanna know some secrets? Trivial as they may be?
In school, I used to pretend to be asleep when my Hindi tuition teacher used to come home. It used to work.
When I pass a group of people, I suck in my stomach.
I have peed in a men’s room.
I have pictured my funeral.
I have cried during Oprah. And Pretty Woman.
I sometimes forget what I look like, and then I pass a mirror and I wish I hadn’t. Mostly cause I am disappointed.
I fear that I will fall down a flight of stairs and break my legs.
Sometimes on Sundays, I forget to bathe. Gross.
I wanna trip a girl in my office so bad. Just so I can see her fall.
I am sad that my so-called best friend has another best friend. So what? Am I #2?
I am jealous of prettier women. Not cause I wanna look like them. But I’m just jealous.
I haven’t been a regular at church for a while. But I cried when the Pope died. Cause I liked him.
I have peed in a pool.
I should stop now.
Before the judgement starts.
Before the looks begin.
Before I am completely exposed.
Why this sudden bout of confession, you ask? I came across an amazing site, that I think everyone should read. It’s updated every Sunday. It is awesome.
http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
Why?
Cause everyone loves a good secret.
2 comments:
i'll tell you a secret...
it's grey today ;-)
with white checks.
and don't worry. nobody can judge you. or should. because at the end of the day, we all have skeletons of our own. secrets we will carry to our grave.
And you always share your secrets with the one you love. because if trust is the bond of love, secrets are the glue...
have fun...
hey....thanks for stopping by....you wanna know a secret....postsecret.blogspot is publishing a book of the best secrets...and they did post mine hope it makes it in the book.
I liked your confession list very much.
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